it seems that time has stopped
or just got sick to tick and tock
and thereafter you don’t want to
be someone or be for someone else
nor have a smoke
nor have a drink
become just another face in subway car
or a window in the night of some cheap motel
a long forgotten thought in someone else’s head
or laugh at someone else’s merriment
or a pile of letters cut out from some newspapers that
even God Himself
your finitute of otherness
is only amplified by the exoskeleton of peculiarity.
avoid similar attire failures
by revisiting your closet
watch out for the sweet impulses
avoid the entropy of your frequent withdrawals.
apply more lubricant
peeping on myself
through the bullet-hole
in the rear-view mirror.
(unfamiliar to the gaze of my eyes).
I discern this rusty armor
that is dejecting my lust,
while hiding under the bed
and spying on my body.
I’ll burn an effigy of me!
maybe a Phoenix will arise.
maybe the rain will turn ashes
into the mud.
it is your Groundhog Day
and you can’t put the pillow
on the spot you already fell on.
yet you’re winding your clock,
with the hope to wake up
doomed the one who wants
to live in their past.
yet, you refuse to believe.
at least in mine present Mets made
it into the World Series.
the chain of the entangled futile
incidents, of which we tend to worship
often nowadays, is connected to
the rod of our cosmology, that we
cherish! in the quest for what
we think is Truth. eventually it is
transforming into the suffocating
leash. a ridicule. a dead chair
on the floor, a gaze of blind
window on our naked body
on the floor.
weltanschauung (germ) – A comprehensive world view or worldview is the fundamental cognitive orientation of an individual or society encompassing the entirety of the individual or society’s knowledge and point of view